The day to day adventures of a sissy transvestite who has learned to love the cock.....
Friday, 15 June 2012
For the first time....
I've always liked dressing in girl's clothing. The very first memory of cross-dressing I can vaguely remember is pulling on a pair of my mum's tights early one morning as she slept next door. I was immediately smitten. I was perhaps around 6 or 7 and it was the first time I had worn nylon in my life. Even now, I struggle to understand why I pulled them on... they were lying there, on the floor, inviting me..... and I'm glad I accepted. I pulled them up around my chest and strutted around that room like I owned it. They felt wonderful on my slim hairless legs. So smooth, so soft, so beautiful. I knew it was wrong what I was doing, but damn did it feel good. From that moment on I was hooked.
Over the next few years I'd "borrow" my mum's tights every chance I could get. Whenever my parents went shopping or out visiting I'd be straight into her underwear drawer or the washing basket. Then one day I decided to go a bit further. Tights no longer held their appeal. It was the school summer holidays and my folks were away out. After slipping into my favourite black tights I took a deep breath and pulled out some knickers, a bra, and a slip and slowly slipped into them. I lay back on the bed and felt my body through the soft shiny material. I was short of breath and my hormones were kicking in. I had to go further. I pulled open her wardrobe door and reached inside for something else to transform me. I took the shortest skirt she had and climbed inside pulling up the zip and fastening the button behind me. Mmmm. My heart raced faster and faster. I was becoming a female! Dare I go further? Next came a blouse which I pulled over my head, tucked in and adjusted. I knew it didn't sit right so pulled out some spare pairs of tights and stuffed them into my bra filling it out. Now I had breasts. That immediately looked better to me. Much more feminine. Just the look I wanted to achieve. However, I required just one more thing to complete my outfit. High heeled shoes. I peered inside the wardrobe anxious to find a pair to match my outfit and soon settled on a pair of 3 inch strappy sandals. I slipped into the oversized shoes and fastened the straps on them to secure my feet in.
In combination all of these items transformed me. I must have been 11 years old and for the first time in my life I was dressed completely as a female. My hair was longer in that day and I had a slim androgynous look which was perfect for my new look. I walked around my parents bedroom admiring myself. Strutting up and down stealing glances at my new friend. Every time I looked in the mirror I saw someone else looking back at me. She was gorgeous and I instantly fell in love with her. I was now a sexy young girl and that girl was turning me on so much. I couldn't believe the transformation I had made. The slim shy schoolboy of only minutes ago had become a sexy alluring young girl. My head swam with the sight in the mirror and I twisted and turned eager to catch every possible view of my new feminine form.
After a few minutes, I was becoming more and more excited looking at myself and my cock was now rock hard in my knickers. It was sticking out quite a bit actually. Eventually I couldn't hold out any longer and threw myself down on the bed quickly hauling up my skirt around my waist. My hands continued the pace frantically pulling the front of the knickers and tights down and freeing my erect cock from its silky confines. I pulled my legs up around my waist and closed my eyes. Grasping myself firmly I rapidly squeezed and pumped at my hard cock furiously. My mind flashed images of that beautiful young girl I had become. She was gorgeous, her legs, her body, those tits, those heels.... It wasn't long before I felt the familiar feeling building within my loins and squeezing my eyes tight I surrendered myself to the most exhilarating orgasm I had ever given myself! I wasn't actually producing sperm then so never had to worry about any mess. It was all about the pure pleasure....
Afterwards, as I placed everything back again I felt the usual shame and upset at what I'd done. What was I doing? What had just happened to me? Surely I wasn't like that? I said loudly to myself that I'd never go that far again. I'd stick to tights. I would not do it again. I promised....
Tuesday, 31 January 2012
A Naughty Night Out
I have been extra horny these past few days on account of what happened in my work the other week and had to find some relief that would excite as well as cause myself some degree of humiliation. I thought that I had become a tad stale in my ongoing efforts to achieve this and am always trying to think of new ways to improve on past efforts. Last night I excelled myself.
During a rare quiet time at work I came up with a little scenario that I had never thought of previously. The thought of it caused me to stiffen up quite noticeably at work but I resisted the effort to take care of it in the staff toilets much preferring to save it for later. My remaining time at work was spent with a very clitty stiff in my lacy panties as I refined my idea.
I came home and decided to forgo my tea and instead get straight to work on my fantasy. Into the bath I went topped up with lots of bubble bath and scented oils. I slowly worked the razor over every part of my body - save the small tuft of pubic hair above my clit - making sure I was as smooth as possible. Legs, chest, arms, face and between my legs all felt the regular smooth pull of the razor over it. My legs received extra attention as I love the feel of them when they are recently shaved. When finished my bath I took down the shower hose, removed the head and inserted the water hose carefully inside myself slowly turning on the water. I took as much as I could before releasing the brown liquid into the toilet bowl. I did this four or five times in a row until the water ran clear and I satisfied I was clean inside and outside.
After this, I immediately applied my fragranced moisturising lotion into my baby soft skin before heading for the bedroom where I sat at my dressing table and began work on my face. A layer of foundation went on first followed by black eyeliner and a thick coat of black mascara. Next, came the smokey brown eye shadow applied carefully in a style perfected by years of practice. After this, I slowly traced my lip outline with my red lip pencil taking great care to give myself a fantastic pouting lip shape. It's not very often I wear any other colour on my lips than red and tonight was no exception. Tonight's lipstick of choice was Revlon's "In the Red", one of my favourite brands!

I opened my drawer and chose my underwear for tonight's adventure. It was black and lacy - perfect for a slut such as myself. A perfect 34DDbra coupled with a matching pair of sheer knickers bought just a couple of months ago in La Senza. I had decided earlier in the day that I would wear tights tonight and selected a pair of sheer glossy Pretty Polly's to partner my underwear. I always remember being told by a Master that real women wore tights more often than stockings and that I should emulate this when meeting with him. His words have stayed with me and I often wear tights when out dressed in public.

I slipped on the bra and then had a wicked thought and reached for my special drawer. This contains all of my toys and playthings and the objects I were looking for were near the back. It was my chastity cage and butt plug. The key to putting the cage on was to try and lose all sexual thoughts from my head so my clit is as soft as possible before locking myself in place. This is easier said than done when I'm in the middle of a transformation so I left it at the side and placed the plug on my bed. A small blob of lube helped it's passage up my boy pussy. I've no problems inserting plugs - depending on size - and will occasionally have a quick blast of poppers to help me out if I struggle. I continued dressing stepping into the tights and pulling them up and over my long shapely legs. Next came my sexy panties pulled up high on my body to emphasise my small cute bum.
I then filled a couple of balloons with lukewarm water and popped them inside my bra to give a realistic looking pair of female breasts. I turn the tied end outwards so it gives a nipple effect inside the bra. I've used this method for many year now and love the way they jiggle about when I walk. They feel fantastic when actually walking outside on pavements. I really should invest in a decent pair of breast forms and it is something I did look into a few year back but I've found a cheap pair of balloons gives a very nice effect underneath a blouse or dress - for a fraction of the price.
I chose a smart black skirt and matching blouse from my wardrobe and put them on. I smoothed down my clothing and ensured I was looking my absolute best. Once this was done I pulled down my knickers and tights and reached for my cage placing it over my shrunken clit. I then locked it into place with the small padlock and placed it on the bedside table before pulling my underwear back on again.
Opening my jewellery box I chose a couple of rings - one for each hand, some clip on dangly ear rings, a silver pendant necklace, and a slim golden ankle bracelet. I really do love ankle bracelets and find them a very sexy item of jewellery. My heart skips a beat when I see a woman somewhere wearing one and my mind then wanders to me on my knees orally worshipping the owner. I put everything on revelling in the femininity it brought me. I felt so damn sexy.

I was going to be driving tonight so my choice of footwear was to be a pair of 3 inch heeled black patent shoes. Not too high so they wouldn't interfere with the pedals whilst driving but still a very sexy style of shoe to be wearing. No fuck me pumps for me tonight. They can wait for a home session. The final stage of my transformation is when I apply my wig. It is the last thing I always do and signals that I am happy with how I look. My wigs sit on polystyrene heads inside my wardobe, always washed, brushed and ready to go at short notice. I chose my shoulder length brown bob and pull it across my head. A few goes with a brush and then I cover the lot with hairspray to hold it in place. I look at myself in the mirror and almost immediately feel my clitty strain against it cage. God, I want to fuck myself so bad! I look so fucking good and it feels good to know that I am very passable once all done up. I'm almost ready to go so look out my handbag, fill it with essentials, spray myself liberally with Lacoste's "Love of Pink" perfume and grab my waist length coat from the hook.
I jump in my car throwing the bag on the seat next to me. Starting the car I glance all round to see if any neighbours are going about, but the coast is clear so I head off. My journey takes around fifteen minutes and all the way there my heart is beating in my chest so fast. This scenario will be a first for me and I love the thrill and uncertainty of what will soon happen. It's been a while since I've tried something as wild as this and so have a bit of apprehension as to the possibilities. Soon I am at my destination though and start going up and down the darkened streets looking for someone suitable. It's nearly nine at night so the streets have more than a few candidates although not all of them are what I am after. I am a fussy fucker and know the look I want. Then I spot her and know this is the one. She's wearing a short miniskirt, a short furry jacket along with knee high spikey heeled boots that show off her long thin legs perfectly. I can't tell if she's wearing tights, stockings or has bare legs though? She looks to be around mid 20's, around the same height as myself, has long dark hair and has a thin frame to her. She looks perfect. Just what I want.

I grab my bag from the passenger seat and pull up next to her causing her to step forward and open the door. I can immediately tell she's confused. What does this woman want with me she must be thinking? I open my mouth and tell her I'm looking for some fun. The penny drops as she hears my natural voice and her mouth follows soon after. A second or two later her brain kicks in and it's business as usual. She jumps in and tells me to drive. As she directs me to a more secluded spot we start to discuss the transaction. I tell her I want a blow job and she starts at a laughable fifty quid! I plead poverty and tell her I only have twenty in my purse and she jumps at the price eager for easy money without spreading her legs. I watch her eyes as we talk seeing her looking me up and down. What is going on in her head. She knows I'm a man now but she was definitely confused earlier. She'll know I'm no threat dressed like I am. Fantastic. This is pretty much going according to plan and in the words of Hannibal Smith, "I love it when a plan comes together".
We park up in secluded car park a mile or so away from the pick up point and I pass her the note. It's dimly lit but I can make out that she's late teens - younger than I expected but I'm not changing my mind now. She is a good looking girl. I tell her I want a blow job but that when I cum I want the condom contents poured into my mouth. She smiles at my request but nods approvingly. I wonder if this is the first time she's been asked for this particular fetish? She rummages in her jacket pocket and pulls a condom out waving it at me and introducing herself as Mandy. You can call me Fiona I reply and she laughs.
"Really!?!?"
"Yes, really....." I say revelling in my her unwitting humiliation of me.
"Are you a tranny".
"Kind of... I call myself a sissy though. I love to dress as a woman and I like women as well as men"
She cracks a hesitant smile so I then recline the car seat and teasingly lift my skirt up above my waist eager for her to see what I am wearing underneath it. My clitty swells with the change in her expression. I'm watching her intently as my knickers come slowly into view and I distinctly see her eyebrows raise as she struggles to comprehend what is in front of her before she realises exactly what I'm wearing down the front of my sexy underwear.
"I'll need to take my knickers off, okay" I whisper softly to her, not taking my eyes from her face.
She nods, but remains motionless her eyes fixed on my nether regions as I lift my long nyloned legs and bum up slowly peeling my knickers off exposing my caged and swollen chastised clit within my glossy tights.
"My boyfriend makes me wear it when he's away" I explain almost apologetically.
"Does he..." comes the reply. Slow and monotone. Almost in automatic. She's stunned.
".... but I have the key" and I giggle pulling the key from my bag. I deserve an Oscar for this performance.
I start to pull the waistband of my tights down but do it clumsily and slowly before telling her it's not comfy and rip a big hole in the material letting her see my caged clit properly. I then reach down and make to open the padlock. I deliberately struggle to unlock it. The next step of my plan is in operation.
"I'm sorry... my fingers are trembling... could you.... possibly.... help" I stammer and hand her the key.
I flick on the interior light for a better view as she reaches over and takes the cage firmly in one hand squinting down and examining its shaped construction. Her other hand feels for the attached padlock - her fingers soon holding it tight - and she eventually slips the key home and frees me from my plastic prison.
"Thanks" I sigh.....
"No problem.... Fiona. Here...." and she hands me the cage and padlock back which I place on the dashboard. She's watching my clit slowly unfurl from its confines. Red and marked from the plastic it soon fills with blood and begins swelling up nicely.
I now take hold of my calves and lift and spread my legs for her deliberately exposing my plugged arse for her. She hadn't noticed this at first but once she does her eyes do a double take. She purposefully leans forward for a better look. I'm in humiliation heaven.
"That's my plug. I like to wear it most nights" I explain.
"OK.... do you not get... sore"?
"No, I'm used to it now. It was at first but not now. I love wearing it."
By now I'm very hard. The sexy chat coupled with the look on her face has worked wonders. She has pulled quite the trick tonight with me! I'm absolutely loving it. I take the condom and roll it down and over my stiff member. She's still staring at the display in front of her. A stiff rubbered sissies cock with a tight fitting butt plug jammed in an arsehole to top it off. Mmmmm. She looks up at me one more time and I smile across at her eager for her slutty mouth to start its work.
Her head goes down, her mouth closing around my cock and I relax and let her head bob up and down slowly at first. I moan and tell her she's good which causes her to speed up a bit. She wants me to cum. This eager slut is taking me closer and closer to orgasm with every movement of her head. This girl has definitely sucked cock before.... plenty times. She works it hard eager to make me cum and get back on the street for her next punter and more easy cash. I try to think of something else to extend my session and softly ask her to smack my plug. She stops her motions, lifts her lips from my clit, and softly taps against my plug with her fingers.
"Harder Mandy" I ask lifting my legs up and she does it again with more force using her full hand this time. I groan and she is not sure whether this is pleasure or pain?
"Again Mandy. Harder", and once more she slaps her hand against it causing me to moan in ecstasy.
"Thanks Mandy" and I put one of my hands down underneath my body and towards my plugged arse.
I push her head back down with my other one and she goes back to work while I manipulate and pull at the plug stretching my filled boy pussy as best I can. I feel the pressure build up within me and tell her that she's doing it good. She can sense it's nearly over and continues to build up speed. One hand holds my clitty secure whilst her other is resting on my glossy tights covered leg. I love the feel of it resting there against the silky smooth material. I bet she enjoys this more than sucking on some hairy legged smelly bastard's cock? A shaved and perfumed sissies body must be a treat for someone like her. By fuck, she;s good at sucking cock though.
"That's it Mandy... that's it... you're so good..... my boyfriend would be so mad if he knew.... fuck him.... keep going baby.... keep going.... you're the best.... better than him.... oh yes.... fuck him.... oh yes.... oh yes.... fuuuuuuuccccckkkkk"
Her head was almost a blur as I came. My salty load spurted out thick and fast easily filling the rubber condom. Her head kept going extracting every drop from my balls. I was so excited with this perfectly staged illegal dalliance. At the same time my sphincter repeatedly squeezed hard on the plug, tightening spasmodically as the waves of passion ran through me. It felt so good. So good. So naughty, and so very good....
After I was totally spent, I opened my eyes to see Mandy staring at my splayed legs and spent softening clit. I nodded at my clit and she followed her cue. Her long fingers peel the rubber off and I smiled to myself as she holds the bag between her fingers displaying the warm gooey contents. I sit up, look in the mirror and straighten my wig and tell her to hold on as I pull my knickers back on, smoothing my skirt down from round my waist. She hands the condom to me and I tip my head back, open my lips and pour my own jizz straight over my red painted lips and into my waiting sissy mouth. Dear Lord, I'm loving this performance....

Mandy looks at me with a mixture of amazement, amusement, disgust, and disbelief at what has just happened in front of her. I sexily lick my lips and thank her for her efforts. She asks to be dropped off at the same place and after checking my appearance once more we head off. She is more conversational now and tells me that she has a mobile number if I want to meet up again? I tell her that's a great idea and make a note of her number in my diary. We pull up just up from the original meeting point and I thanks her once again before she jumps out. I watch her wiggle off into the distance and smile at the thought of having had my cock insde such a good looking girl. Once she is gone from view I rip the page from the book and throw it from my car. That was a great night - better than great actually - but it depended upon the girl not knowing I was male to start with and seeing the look on her face when my cage and plug came into view. Going with Mandy again wouldn't be the same now she knew what to expect from me. The thrill comes in exposing myself slowly and precisely as a femmed up sissy to some unwitting girl. Mandy was good, but only for one meeting.
Til the next time people.
During a rare quiet time at work I came up with a little scenario that I had never thought of previously. The thought of it caused me to stiffen up quite noticeably at work but I resisted the effort to take care of it in the staff toilets much preferring to save it for later. My remaining time at work was spent with a very clitty stiff in my lacy panties as I refined my idea.
I came home and decided to forgo my tea and instead get straight to work on my fantasy. Into the bath I went topped up with lots of bubble bath and scented oils. I slowly worked the razor over every part of my body - save the small tuft of pubic hair above my clit - making sure I was as smooth as possible. Legs, chest, arms, face and between my legs all felt the regular smooth pull of the razor over it. My legs received extra attention as I love the feel of them when they are recently shaved. When finished my bath I took down the shower hose, removed the head and inserted the water hose carefully inside myself slowly turning on the water. I took as much as I could before releasing the brown liquid into the toilet bowl. I did this four or five times in a row until the water ran clear and I satisfied I was clean inside and outside.
After this, I immediately applied my fragranced moisturising lotion into my baby soft skin before heading for the bedroom where I sat at my dressing table and began work on my face. A layer of foundation went on first followed by black eyeliner and a thick coat of black mascara. Next, came the smokey brown eye shadow applied carefully in a style perfected by years of practice. After this, I slowly traced my lip outline with my red lip pencil taking great care to give myself a fantastic pouting lip shape. It's not very often I wear any other colour on my lips than red and tonight was no exception. Tonight's lipstick of choice was Revlon's "In the Red", one of my favourite brands!
I opened my drawer and chose my underwear for tonight's adventure. It was black and lacy - perfect for a slut such as myself. A perfect 34DDbra coupled with a matching pair of sheer knickers bought just a couple of months ago in La Senza. I had decided earlier in the day that I would wear tights tonight and selected a pair of sheer glossy Pretty Polly's to partner my underwear. I always remember being told by a Master that real women wore tights more often than stockings and that I should emulate this when meeting with him. His words have stayed with me and I often wear tights when out dressed in public.
I slipped on the bra and then had a wicked thought and reached for my special drawer. This contains all of my toys and playthings and the objects I were looking for were near the back. It was my chastity cage and butt plug. The key to putting the cage on was to try and lose all sexual thoughts from my head so my clit is as soft as possible before locking myself in place. This is easier said than done when I'm in the middle of a transformation so I left it at the side and placed the plug on my bed. A small blob of lube helped it's passage up my boy pussy. I've no problems inserting plugs - depending on size - and will occasionally have a quick blast of poppers to help me out if I struggle. I continued dressing stepping into the tights and pulling them up and over my long shapely legs. Next came my sexy panties pulled up high on my body to emphasise my small cute bum.
I then filled a couple of balloons with lukewarm water and popped them inside my bra to give a realistic looking pair of female breasts. I turn the tied end outwards so it gives a nipple effect inside the bra. I've used this method for many year now and love the way they jiggle about when I walk. They feel fantastic when actually walking outside on pavements. I really should invest in a decent pair of breast forms and it is something I did look into a few year back but I've found a cheap pair of balloons gives a very nice effect underneath a blouse or dress - for a fraction of the price.
I chose a smart black skirt and matching blouse from my wardrobe and put them on. I smoothed down my clothing and ensured I was looking my absolute best. Once this was done I pulled down my knickers and tights and reached for my cage placing it over my shrunken clit. I then locked it into place with the small padlock and placed it on the bedside table before pulling my underwear back on again.

I was going to be driving tonight so my choice of footwear was to be a pair of 3 inch heeled black patent shoes. Not too high so they wouldn't interfere with the pedals whilst driving but still a very sexy style of shoe to be wearing. No fuck me pumps for me tonight. They can wait for a home session. The final stage of my transformation is when I apply my wig. It is the last thing I always do and signals that I am happy with how I look. My wigs sit on polystyrene heads inside my wardobe, always washed, brushed and ready to go at short notice. I chose my shoulder length brown bob and pull it across my head. A few goes with a brush and then I cover the lot with hairspray to hold it in place. I look at myself in the mirror and almost immediately feel my clitty strain against it cage. God, I want to fuck myself so bad! I look so fucking good and it feels good to know that I am very passable once all done up. I'm almost ready to go so look out my handbag, fill it with essentials, spray myself liberally with Lacoste's "Love of Pink" perfume and grab my waist length coat from the hook.
I jump in my car throwing the bag on the seat next to me. Starting the car I glance all round to see if any neighbours are going about, but the coast is clear so I head off. My journey takes around fifteen minutes and all the way there my heart is beating in my chest so fast. This scenario will be a first for me and I love the thrill and uncertainty of what will soon happen. It's been a while since I've tried something as wild as this and so have a bit of apprehension as to the possibilities. Soon I am at my destination though and start going up and down the darkened streets looking for someone suitable. It's nearly nine at night so the streets have more than a few candidates although not all of them are what I am after. I am a fussy fucker and know the look I want. Then I spot her and know this is the one. She's wearing a short miniskirt, a short furry jacket along with knee high spikey heeled boots that show off her long thin legs perfectly. I can't tell if she's wearing tights, stockings or has bare legs though? She looks to be around mid 20's, around the same height as myself, has long dark hair and has a thin frame to her. She looks perfect. Just what I want.

I grab my bag from the passenger seat and pull up next to her causing her to step forward and open the door. I can immediately tell she's confused. What does this woman want with me she must be thinking? I open my mouth and tell her I'm looking for some fun. The penny drops as she hears my natural voice and her mouth follows soon after. A second or two later her brain kicks in and it's business as usual. She jumps in and tells me to drive. As she directs me to a more secluded spot we start to discuss the transaction. I tell her I want a blow job and she starts at a laughable fifty quid! I plead poverty and tell her I only have twenty in my purse and she jumps at the price eager for easy money without spreading her legs. I watch her eyes as we talk seeing her looking me up and down. What is going on in her head. She knows I'm a man now but she was definitely confused earlier. She'll know I'm no threat dressed like I am. Fantastic. This is pretty much going according to plan and in the words of Hannibal Smith, "I love it when a plan comes together".
We park up in secluded car park a mile or so away from the pick up point and I pass her the note. It's dimly lit but I can make out that she's late teens - younger than I expected but I'm not changing my mind now. She is a good looking girl. I tell her I want a blow job but that when I cum I want the condom contents poured into my mouth. She smiles at my request but nods approvingly. I wonder if this is the first time she's been asked for this particular fetish? She rummages in her jacket pocket and pulls a condom out waving it at me and introducing herself as Mandy. You can call me Fiona I reply and she laughs.
"Really!?!?"
"Yes, really....." I say revelling in my her unwitting humiliation of me.
"Are you a tranny".
"Kind of... I call myself a sissy though. I love to dress as a woman and I like women as well as men"
She cracks a hesitant smile so I then recline the car seat and teasingly lift my skirt up above my waist eager for her to see what I am wearing underneath it. My clitty swells with the change in her expression. I'm watching her intently as my knickers come slowly into view and I distinctly see her eyebrows raise as she struggles to comprehend what is in front of her before she realises exactly what I'm wearing down the front of my sexy underwear.
"I'll need to take my knickers off, okay" I whisper softly to her, not taking my eyes from her face.
She nods, but remains motionless her eyes fixed on my nether regions as I lift my long nyloned legs and bum up slowly peeling my knickers off exposing my caged and swollen chastised clit within my glossy tights.
"My boyfriend makes me wear it when he's away" I explain almost apologetically.
"Does he..." comes the reply. Slow and monotone. Almost in automatic. She's stunned.
".... but I have the key" and I giggle pulling the key from my bag. I deserve an Oscar for this performance.
I start to pull the waistband of my tights down but do it clumsily and slowly before telling her it's not comfy and rip a big hole in the material letting her see my caged clit properly. I then reach down and make to open the padlock. I deliberately struggle to unlock it. The next step of my plan is in operation.
"I'm sorry... my fingers are trembling... could you.... possibly.... help" I stammer and hand her the key.
I flick on the interior light for a better view as she reaches over and takes the cage firmly in one hand squinting down and examining its shaped construction. Her other hand feels for the attached padlock - her fingers soon holding it tight - and she eventually slips the key home and frees me from my plastic prison.
"Thanks" I sigh.....
"No problem.... Fiona. Here...." and she hands me the cage and padlock back which I place on the dashboard. She's watching my clit slowly unfurl from its confines. Red and marked from the plastic it soon fills with blood and begins swelling up nicely.
I now take hold of my calves and lift and spread my legs for her deliberately exposing my plugged arse for her. She hadn't noticed this at first but once she does her eyes do a double take. She purposefully leans forward for a better look. I'm in humiliation heaven.
"That's my plug. I like to wear it most nights" I explain.
"OK.... do you not get... sore"?
"No, I'm used to it now. It was at first but not now. I love wearing it."
By now I'm very hard. The sexy chat coupled with the look on her face has worked wonders. She has pulled quite the trick tonight with me! I'm absolutely loving it. I take the condom and roll it down and over my stiff member. She's still staring at the display in front of her. A stiff rubbered sissies cock with a tight fitting butt plug jammed in an arsehole to top it off. Mmmmm. She looks up at me one more time and I smile across at her eager for her slutty mouth to start its work.
Her head goes down, her mouth closing around my cock and I relax and let her head bob up and down slowly at first. I moan and tell her she's good which causes her to speed up a bit. She wants me to cum. This eager slut is taking me closer and closer to orgasm with every movement of her head. This girl has definitely sucked cock before.... plenty times. She works it hard eager to make me cum and get back on the street for her next punter and more easy cash. I try to think of something else to extend my session and softly ask her to smack my plug. She stops her motions, lifts her lips from my clit, and softly taps against my plug with her fingers.
"Harder Mandy" I ask lifting my legs up and she does it again with more force using her full hand this time. I groan and she is not sure whether this is pleasure or pain?
"Again Mandy. Harder", and once more she slaps her hand against it causing me to moan in ecstasy.
"Thanks Mandy" and I put one of my hands down underneath my body and towards my plugged arse.
I push her head back down with my other one and she goes back to work while I manipulate and pull at the plug stretching my filled boy pussy as best I can. I feel the pressure build up within me and tell her that she's doing it good. She can sense it's nearly over and continues to build up speed. One hand holds my clitty secure whilst her other is resting on my glossy tights covered leg. I love the feel of it resting there against the silky smooth material. I bet she enjoys this more than sucking on some hairy legged smelly bastard's cock? A shaved and perfumed sissies body must be a treat for someone like her. By fuck, she;s good at sucking cock though.
"That's it Mandy... that's it... you're so good..... my boyfriend would be so mad if he knew.... fuck him.... keep going baby.... keep going.... you're the best.... better than him.... oh yes.... fuck him.... oh yes.... oh yes.... fuuuuuuuccccckkkkk"
Her head was almost a blur as I came. My salty load spurted out thick and fast easily filling the rubber condom. Her head kept going extracting every drop from my balls. I was so excited with this perfectly staged illegal dalliance. At the same time my sphincter repeatedly squeezed hard on the plug, tightening spasmodically as the waves of passion ran through me. It felt so good. So good. So naughty, and so very good....
After I was totally spent, I opened my eyes to see Mandy staring at my splayed legs and spent softening clit. I nodded at my clit and she followed her cue. Her long fingers peel the rubber off and I smiled to myself as she holds the bag between her fingers displaying the warm gooey contents. I sit up, look in the mirror and straighten my wig and tell her to hold on as I pull my knickers back on, smoothing my skirt down from round my waist. She hands the condom to me and I tip my head back, open my lips and pour my own jizz straight over my red painted lips and into my waiting sissy mouth. Dear Lord, I'm loving this performance....

Mandy looks at me with a mixture of amazement, amusement, disgust, and disbelief at what has just happened in front of her. I sexily lick my lips and thank her for her efforts. She asks to be dropped off at the same place and after checking my appearance once more we head off. She is more conversational now and tells me that she has a mobile number if I want to meet up again? I tell her that's a great idea and make a note of her number in my diary. We pull up just up from the original meeting point and I thanks her once again before she jumps out. I watch her wiggle off into the distance and smile at the thought of having had my cock insde such a good looking girl. Once she is gone from view I rip the page from the book and throw it from my car. That was a great night - better than great actually - but it depended upon the girl not knowing I was male to start with and seeing the look on her face when my cage and plug came into view. Going with Mandy again wouldn't be the same now she knew what to expect from me. The thrill comes in exposing myself slowly and precisely as a femmed up sissy to some unwitting girl. Mandy was good, but only for one meeting.
Til the next time people.
Saturday, 28 January 2012
A Small Workplace Thrill
I was at my work the other day and received a phone call from another member of staff who had obviously dialled the wrong number and asked for Kirsty. I laughed it off but two female work colleagues both standing nearby overheard me telling the caller, "Sorry, I'm not Kirsty".
When I came off the phone one of them, Joanna - mid 30's, 5' 6" and a slim cute brunette who mostly wears trouser suits - turned to her friend Valerie - mid 40's, dark haired, always well made up and loves to power dress with short skirts, nylons and heels - and nodded in my direction.
"Did you hear that?
"Yes...." and then she giggled softly.
"Kirsty..... I always wondered what his weekend name was."
"Well, now we know do we"
I looked up at both of them and saw them looking at me as I typed up my report and with a smile on my face cocked my head and said, "Oh, I always thought of myself more of a Fiona type of girl" and this caused them both burst out laughing.
"Yes, Fiona would suit you better actually" said Valerie and laughed some more. With this Joanna also began giggling.
I put down my head and allowed them both to carry on their conversation secretly thrilled that I had told them one of my biggest secrets in a humorous offhand manner.
Certain things they said during it has made me relive this incident a few more times since it happened.
One was that they both seemed to be certain that I had a weekend feminine name! Something about me must have caused this thought to manifest itself in them? Do I appear feminine to other girls? I'm slim, always dress smart, well manicured, always clean shaven (all over), shaped eyebrows, have a quiet demeanour and voice. I've never thought of myself as appearing feminine at work, but now I question this. Have other women in my work thought this as well? Have some of them discussed it during tea breaks or whilst out at lunch? I occasionally wear women's panties and tights or stockings under my drab clothing at work but thought myself safe with that. The very thought of some women in my work wondering if I cross-dress absolutely thrills me!
None of them seemed bothered questioning my masculinity in front of me. In fact, it seemed to be an open secret between them both. They thought it funny.
If only they could have followed up their conversation with me. Asked me what I liked to wear at weekends? My favourite perfume? Whether I went out dressed? Maybe they would call over some other girls and tell them what I just told them. Perhaps they passed this story around over the water cooler the next day?
I've masturbated a couple of times since the incident and have fantasised about this happening. The thought of Valerie knowing that I like to dress as a female at weekends turns me on immensely. She isn't stunning looking, but the way she dresses just oozes female sexuality. You know the type. Wears short skirts, blouses, sheer dark nylons, and high heeled shoes in an office environment. She is always going out to meetings and this kind of attire is de rigueur for important women.
I'm sure that they would be stunned to the core if they knew half of what I have done over the years whilst dressed up. Playing with men, couples, TV's, performing as a webcam slut, being dominated and used in hotel rooms, walking round town fully feminised... the list is endless.
Oh, the very thought of those two women feminising me as their plaything some night.....
Excuse me... I now have to go release some tension.
When I came off the phone one of them, Joanna - mid 30's, 5' 6" and a slim cute brunette who mostly wears trouser suits - turned to her friend Valerie - mid 40's, dark haired, always well made up and loves to power dress with short skirts, nylons and heels - and nodded in my direction.
"Did you hear that?
"Yes...." and then she giggled softly.
"Kirsty..... I always wondered what his weekend name was."
"Well, now we know do we"
I looked up at both of them and saw them looking at me as I typed up my report and with a smile on my face cocked my head and said, "Oh, I always thought of myself more of a Fiona type of girl" and this caused them both burst out laughing.
"Yes, Fiona would suit you better actually" said Valerie and laughed some more. With this Joanna also began giggling.
I put down my head and allowed them both to carry on their conversation secretly thrilled that I had told them one of my biggest secrets in a humorous offhand manner.
Certain things they said during it has made me relive this incident a few more times since it happened.
One was that they both seemed to be certain that I had a weekend feminine name! Something about me must have caused this thought to manifest itself in them? Do I appear feminine to other girls? I'm slim, always dress smart, well manicured, always clean shaven (all over), shaped eyebrows, have a quiet demeanour and voice. I've never thought of myself as appearing feminine at work, but now I question this. Have other women in my work thought this as well? Have some of them discussed it during tea breaks or whilst out at lunch? I occasionally wear women's panties and tights or stockings under my drab clothing at work but thought myself safe with that. The very thought of some women in my work wondering if I cross-dress absolutely thrills me!
None of them seemed bothered questioning my masculinity in front of me. In fact, it seemed to be an open secret between them both. They thought it funny.
If only they could have followed up their conversation with me. Asked me what I liked to wear at weekends? My favourite perfume? Whether I went out dressed? Maybe they would call over some other girls and tell them what I just told them. Perhaps they passed this story around over the water cooler the next day?
I've masturbated a couple of times since the incident and have fantasised about this happening. The thought of Valerie knowing that I like to dress as a female at weekends turns me on immensely. She isn't stunning looking, but the way she dresses just oozes female sexuality. You know the type. Wears short skirts, blouses, sheer dark nylons, and high heeled shoes in an office environment. She is always going out to meetings and this kind of attire is de rigueur for important women.
I'm sure that they would be stunned to the core if they knew half of what I have done over the years whilst dressed up. Playing with men, couples, TV's, performing as a webcam slut, being dominated and used in hotel rooms, walking round town fully feminised... the list is endless.
Oh, the very thought of those two women feminising me as their plaything some night.....
Excuse me... I now have to go release some tension.
Tuesday, 3 January 2012
The Aptly Named Miss Fox
Monday, 2 January 2012
Sissies Love Chastity
Is there anything more absolutely and completely sissifying than a locked up chastity cage containing a shaven flaccid clitty within a pair of satin panties? I have to admit being a huge fan of these control devices and have owned one for a number of years now. I was first introduced to one by a Master who enjoyed keeping me in one between sessions - which were weekly thankfully enough. I would have died if it had been any longer! I believe with proper hygiene and regular cleaning it can be quite easy to function as normal whilst wearing one daily.
I now think that there is nothing better for enforcing control of a sissy's clit and modifying their behaviour to stop them being so cock orientated. It reminds them that their pleasure is of no importance. In fact, some of the best sessions I've had I never had any cummies whatsoever - I was there to be used for others release. If they are used in a femdom relationship it can keep your property at your beck and call. Simply unlock and use in whatever way you fancy? Properly worn they can stop any unwanted panty bulges from spoiling the appearance of the sissy as they tuck the balls and clit underneath the body. Nothing looks better to a Dominant than lifting your skirt and lowering your panties to show that as far as you are concerned, for this session, your pleasure is secondary.








I now think that there is nothing better for enforcing control of a sissy's clit and modifying their behaviour to stop them being so cock orientated. It reminds them that their pleasure is of no importance. In fact, some of the best sessions I've had I never had any cummies whatsoever - I was there to be used for others release. If they are used in a femdom relationship it can keep your property at your beck and call. Simply unlock and use in whatever way you fancy? Properly worn they can stop any unwanted panty bulges from spoiling the appearance of the sissy as they tuck the balls and clit underneath the body. Nothing looks better to a Dominant than lifting your skirt and lowering your panties to show that as far as you are concerned, for this session, your pleasure is secondary.








Saturday, 31 December 2011
A Tribute to Lady Sonia
A few years ago I came across (literally) a site from a beautifully refined and gorgeous looking older dominant woman called Lady Sonia. It transfixed me. She was everything I both aspired to be and wanted to serve. She was tall, slim, busty, beautiful, and had men grovelling at her feet and pussy. She was always immaculately made up and dressed in beautiful clothes, exquisite underwear, sheer nylons, and shiny high heels. Everything about her appealed to me and in my fantasies I gladly submitted to her every twisted whim. I imagined myself sucking on those gorgeous globes of tits and then gently licking her sodden pussy hole and clit until she came. From that day I was a huge fan and have spent much time (and pints of cum) enjoying her adventures. This is my small personal tribute to a national treasure. Now, if only David Cameron had included her in his New Year Honours list then I would be a very happy girl!


















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